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Disappointment....
Monday, January 9, 2012 | Monday, January 09, 2012 | 0 comments
Disappointment...... I know I fucked up alot. I messed up. Screwed things up. Did things that would upset you. And for that, i apologized alot too. Maybe sorry doesn’t mean anything to you anymore since i always apologize everytime i screw up. But i really mean it. I apologized because i know you were upset with me and i felt like I couldn’t make you happy. Yeah we fight alot these days, and it’s all because of me. If it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t be upset in the first place. I know you always told me to not blame myself everytime you get upset over something. But i can’t help it. I can’t help my feelings. I always feel like i’m the reason you upset about sometimes. I fucked things up. Then we argued. I really feel bad and guilty for making you feel that way. Upset. Anger. Mad. And one thing for sure that i really hate myself for doing that to you and feel really really bad is making you cry. Crying for guys is really a hard thing to do. They only cry because of something that really means to them. You cried because of me. I feel really bad and very sorry. I never wanted to make you cry or anything i swear. I just want us to be happy. That’s all. But somehow i always make you sad. I’m really disappointed of myself. You’re a really great guy. The greatest sweetest nicest guy i’ve ever met. And i’m so lucky to have you. I am. But sometimes i feel i don’t deserve a nice kind guy like you as i always make you sad and upset and i mess up. You deserved to be happy. Not sad all the time. You have that sweet smile and smiley eyes that i love. I wanna see that everyday. I wanna see you happy. I don’t know if I’m your ideal girl that you wanna be with. But i hope i am even though i hurt you alot. I can’t accept the fact that i hurt you. I’m really sorry about that. sigh I love you. And i always have. Don’t let your feelings fade away because of me. No what happen in the future, i will always love you no matter what. just you & me ^^,
Thursday, December 22, 2011 | Thursday, December 22, 2011 | 0 comments
RICHEAL & SANDRA R&S nya ada di belakang kmk ;D I LoVe HiM WE ! ~ ;D terasa ayu & macho ;D bahaha ! only you sayang ; richeal ;') no one else . only you & just you :'D L.O.V.E ;) even kmk duak nya selalu kae ><'' tp hati tetap cinta lorrr~ bahaha ! ;D Taken by H.I.M ^^,
| Thursday, December 22, 2011 | 0 comments
halo everyone ^^,kmk nak kongsi cerita an ktk owg ;') ada nangga TITLE kat atas ya sikk ? dah semestinya dah taq org tauk psal sapa aku maok ceritakan tok :') yeap ! it's all about HIM ;D kmk sayang nya gilak ehhh . MENA , syng an nya gilak ;D w/pun nya bukan cinta pandang pertama tetapi nya akan selalu menjadi org pertama di dalam hati ;') okay guys , kmk memprknalkan nya jak laa :) biar taq owg semua tauk :'D RICHEAL EDWIN DATO RICHARD RIUD :') 22 FEBRUARY Feverrr~~ -.-''
Wednesday, November 16, 2011 | Wednesday, November 16, 2011 | 0 comments
oh tidakk ! kmk dah dilanda demam + selesema dah tokk~ demam tok membuatkan kmk like cannot do anything -.-'' maok , xmoak dowk umah jak laa tok . huhhh ! boringggg~k guys , need to go now . sikk larat gik tok . terok gilak dah demam tok . wait for the next entries~ k , bye . here && there -.-''
| Wednesday, November 16, 2011 | 0 comments
adoii~ penat ada rasa atow blog tok . duduk pun macam-macam style milih & atow nya mpun skinn~ akaiii~ nahhh ! kacak x my new blog . nya simple jak bahh nak ? tp for me yaa kacak . esowk kmk nak tukar to the new one . aihh ! mata kmk sikk pat ngga skin ya kacak sikit . ngga jak terus maok tukar gikkk~ bahaha !hmmm ... nothing much to say tonight ... so , i just leave the short story here for tonight :) mowk tidow dahh tok . ngantok + lelah atow blog tok here & there tek . nightt ! :D |